that funny kid you always stare at...

9 days

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 08:24:25 GMT

its christmas
where did the year go?

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 09:01:11 GMT

i hope i remember this all in the morning...

goodbye lady
you will never know...

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 00:43:27 GMT

im becomming more and more angry
just at life in general
not good for the mental health
or my hands

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 08:15:18 GMT

i wish i were one of those assholes who could live life with walls
i hate being exposed
raw
fuck
im screwed and i dont mean that in the literal sense... believe me
school... 9:30- 6:30 tomorrow
once again... screwed and not in the good way
ohhh man
looks like the only shit that goes on in this bitch is when im intoxicated
thanks monica... yer my favorite columbian
other than that
i hate you all
after all... thats what im good at

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 20:44:05 GMT

today is a sad day
i can no longer wear my hair up
its too long
now for the awkward growing out stage.. yay?

leaving for sac/sf at 5:30.. byebye

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 09:07:23 GMT

i know im not completely sober
but that doesnt make me any less sad

kinda seems like an understatement
my eyes burn real bad

i got into san francisco state
am i supposed to be happy bout that>!?
i dont want to go there

oh... and my evil cat went peeee peee on my bed again
again
mother fucker

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 18:36:05 GMT

and that was after only 5 hours of driving...

that one and... "Black Butte River" and "Hooker Creek"... hooker creek sounds like my kinda creek...

aww the scampers...

and then... she MADE me eat mcdonalds... holy nastyness batman

the strange things you see in portland... and the massive amount of hippies in hawthorne

but the best of all... there is an ice skating thing right in the middle of the mall... i want one!!!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 08:13:33 GMT

coming back from my road trip thingy to portland/sacramento reminds me of how much i hate it here...

its like a tease every time i go up there...

ive been nothing but sad and mopey since i got back... dont see much changing any time soon
so fuck off

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 06:15:48 GMT

goodbye til friday!

jessica... dance yer ass off for me at trash on thursday k thanks!

hopefully we dont die or anything...

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 19:49:59 GMT

ok im over it
friends only
byebye

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 10:23:44 GMT

its 3:20... less than six hours til i have to be up for work
cut the furs today
thats the last time... im growing it back to the way it was in april
that made me happy
in the pants
trash was fun... for the first half... then it was real shitty
something something or another..."time after time" thats all i remember
tomorrow is gonna rock my socks off...
work
head automatica/finch
party like its 1983
in the mother effin moonbounce n shiet
gonna eat some more rice cakes now
cuz thats what homos do... right?!?!

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 10:12:40 GMT

camping....
and me moving to sac
thats about all i remember discussing tonight

ive never had to go pee so bad to the point where it physically hurt...
until tonight

asmndvbasjhvkwdfasf
ascvalsvalv

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 09:47:15 GMT

holy crap..
who let me get this drunk?

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 22:25:21 GMT

head automatica / finch july 29th
tegan & sara august 1st
bloc party september 20th
M.I.A. October 4th <~~~~ holy shit thats gonna be an amazing show

im going to the vespa store tomorrow... they finance those damn things
hook it up what what

im gonna visit him... oh the process this shall be

i feel rather indifferent towards everyone... and everything for that matter
no one take it personal
its kinda confusing
a little anoying

i went to the batting cages the other day like the real homo i am
im sore... not gonna lie

15 days til the mini road trip... in which i shall return solo
plane tickets bought and all...
fuck... reality

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 22:02:21 GMT

Change in plans... party has been moved to Friday July 29th rather than the 30th! It will be Laura's going away party as well has her brothers birthday party! Never fear... there will still be a moonbounce!

p.s. cant say i didnt see it coming... just doesnt feel real nice!
thats ok... 5 more months shv asvasd v why is everyone leaving?!?! fuckincrap

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 21:16:22 GMT

come one... come all

everyone within 2 degress of seperation from Laura is invited...

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 03:22:36 GMT

not gonna lie... i kinda hate life right now

or maybe it hates me?!?
i dunno

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:09:00 GMT

36 hours... 11 hours just driving...783 miles... ridiculous bug splatter on poor frank
playing wanna be tourist.. ahem see below

my mom is a lil weird... not gonna lie!
salt water taffy... hi i would like 5 of every flavor please HA
simply amazing sushi... drive 5 hours north and you will understand!
campus tour... ehh
bad news bears... turned out to be kinda good
and i wasnt rude to the server... liar!
being awesome... "we will be home at 6:12..." ok i was 2 minutes off... still pretty damn close!
kjshdvkjhvkjbvaskdfv
im.pretty.sure.you.dont...but

i.still.feel.it.

i think im going to hell

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 06:35:19 GMT

going on day 5 of killer migraine...
i was the only sober one last night... it was awesome
there was a race car bed... there was also a camera in his room ?!!???!?!
uhhh akljdaklcn
some how "hey miko, you want a peanut?" turned into "mikanut"
ive adopted a new nickname apparently
drove 200 miles in 2 days... 3/4 tank of gas in those two days
fuck thats a lot
i finally checked my voicemail today... after almost 2 weeks
jessie... girl who drove a motorcyle from HERE... called me back
she crashed... spent the last month in the hospital...
wasnt gonna call her back... but jessica guilted me into it
pinched a nerver in my back laughing...

damn drunks...

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 10:14:00 GMT

its attack of the killer migraines... again
i woke up with it saturday morning
it hasnt gone away for one second since
ive nearly thrown up b/c it hurts so bad... had 2 panic attacks b/c of it and didnt go to sleep til 6 this morning
and what did i do tonight, i went to velvet... im sure that helped
fuckin retard
passed 3am and im still awake
fuck this sucks
to make things better... my tmj is acting up like none other
and im ovulating... i love it
tmi... but thats ok
im over it

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 23:45:16 GMT

getting "lost" in downtown LA... shit, i knew where we were the whole time! dont trip boo
5 beers in one hour.. im a soldier! thats a beer every 12 minutes... look i can do math ha
dancing by myself cuz jessica sucks
really drunk
waking her up at 2am to go play with us in the cemetary! morbid, us... never
being drunk at the cemetary and realizing my grandparents are burried there
"wanna go find em?!" "yeah its 3am and pitch black outside... gee ok!"
"holy crap, its 5am... lets go home and sleep k thanks!"
how different we act when intoxicated, maybe i should wake her up at 2am and get her drunk more often!
HA
so jessica... when's the next late night adventure?!? haha

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 21:27:56 GMT

GrrlsDontCry: she's hella hot
acuteangst: hahahaha
acuteangst: you said hella
acuteangst: cant wait til i start sayin it
acuteangst: jajaasdgfaklsf asf
acuteangst: not
GrrlsDontCry: is that a problem my nigger?
GrrlsDontCry: i mean niggah
acuteangst: hahahahahha
GrrlsDontCry: haha
acuteangst: holy crap i just laughed really loud
GrrlsDontCry: i can say that cause i'm a minority
acuteangst: yeah yeah
acuteangst: that was fuckin great
GrrlsDontCry: you can't cause your a cracker
GrrlsDontCry: haha yeah

oh wow.. that was awesome

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 07:02:29 GMT

*EDIT* random texts at 1:30 am are even better... :)

i forgot what it was like to be on the phone for long periods of time... late at night!
i hate the phone... but i love those conversations...

frank is fixed... waited for 3333333333333333 hours holy oh my the longest 3 hours of my life! but he is good to go

i think i have disowned my brother... you just dont say "fuck you" to me over pety bullshit and act like its ok!
thankyoucomeagain
contacts arrived... i can see clearly now the rain is g.. yeah

my hair is misbehaving like its cool or some shit

im gonna get a tattoo just like this...

hahahah i kid i kid
jose is awesome

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 21:55:22 GMT

bang was a flop last night... traffic... the stalker... shitty music... ditched

my alarm is broken... already!

mini miko (my brother) broke his hand last night... beating someone up! cute

i bought way too much clothes in the past couple days

2weeeeks

people at mtv can kiss muh ass
they werent very nice to my mom
im over it

must say... ive never felt more like a homo!

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 18:42:33 GMT

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